My Life As I Know It
My life as I know it has changed more in the past 2 yrs, than I could have ever imagined. I have grown as a person, as a mother, and molded into an adult. I have 3 beautiful daughters. 5 year old twins: Avrie & Madisen, and my baby 4 year old Aliana.
I never had a single clue of what it was like to be a momma. Now I understand why some say 'its the hardest job in the world'. My babies love me, and I'm so in love with them. Although I don't have them with me right now I miss them so much. At times I miss them so much that I cry.
They are with their biological mother right now. I have not birthed these beautiful girls. But I have taken them in. They live with me. You can say their mother is very absent in their life. I am the one bathing, feeding, dressing, kissing, hugging & more for them. I am doing her job.
I also just recently turned 21 years old. I have been out of the house paying my own bills since 19, not asking for a dime from my parents. I've been helping raise these girls since i was 20 years old. I would be lying if I said it was not difficult. But it is the most difficult job that i have ever loved.
To be given the opportunity to pass on traditions, and to pass on morals to small little humans is beautiful.
I love them unconditionally. It is hard for people to see what I do or understand why I do it. Who would've thought the young beautiful college student would settle down to raise kids that are not hers, considering that she has none of her own?
